May Letter from the Board

Dear NTBA Members and Other Newsletter Recipients,
For too many months to count now, I have watched Bisan Owda start her journalistic Instagram video updates with the phrase “I’m still alive.” Because she was making a new post, that felt like an inherent part of the message. But it was a necessary, grounding statement nevertheless. Her survival is part of her resistance. And the world watching her needed to know that she made it to one more post.
While the situation in this country is nowhere near as horrifying as the genocide unfolding in Bisan Owda’s home, the global fascism tying us is all too apparent under the current presidency. Never doubt, however, that it was also present in the Biden administration. Many more people living in the U.S. are now part of the target of the fascist terror than during the previous four years. But the United States has left irrefutable stains on many other parts of society beyond what we have experienced as our civil liberties have been chipped away.
I write these words as a litigator who upholds civil rights and civil liberties of trans people who are incarcerated. As my friend Dee Farmer has reminded me, the situation has been bleak, for decades. Now there is actually a lot more positive precedent than when she was on the inside. We cannot lose hope, if we are forced to engage in the project of litigation altogether. The system is working the way it’s supposed to.
So what are we to do if one effect of the system is the erasure of our rights as trans people? Not just the erasure of our rights, but the erasure of our legal existence and recognition altogether?
These were the thoughts and questions in the room at Trans Pride in DC this weekend. I was fortunate to hear two policy attorneys, NTBA member Arli Christian of the ACLU, and Ali Curd of Lambda Legal, share their knowledge about legal and non-legal efforts to resist a fascist presidential administration to a room full of extremely sharp, well-informed trans people—some lawyers but most non-lawyers. Some questions from the informed—and therefore rightfully concerned—audience seemed to stump these extremely apt lawyers.

And that’s because the questions stump all of us. The Supreme Court is faced with big questions right now, such as whether universal injunctions are permitted, or what to do when a President refuses to abide by Court orders. We are in a world of big questions. The merits of these issues are rarely the point; the current presidential administration is bringing a wrecking ball to the structural and procedural underpinnings of the rule of law. Constitutional law professors—yes, those who taught us in law school—are banding together, across the political spectrum, to call this out. We are in times that most lawyers alive do not know how to contend with. We are facing, in truth, a moment of constitutional crisis.
I had answers for the question from the Harvard Law School graduate in the audience who asked what options we have if we lose equal protection under Skrmetti because I work in that arena of alternatives. First Amendment claims (viewpoint discrimination, freedom of association, and more), disability law claims based on reasonable accommodations for gender dysphoria, doing everything we can do with state constitutional law alternatives.
But the tougher question came from a non-lawyer: How do we deal with the fact that so many people are making every effort to change the law to literally erase us? The answer from the presenters: we wait for a harm to come about before we sue over that definitional erasure. True. That is what the courts allow.
But that can’t be enough.
Legal tools aren’t enough.

Enter Schuyler Bailar. He was invited as the keynote speaker because he’s the first openly trans NCAA Division 1 Male Athlete. But he very kindly said “thank you” to any and all cheers for that, keeping his speech in a political register to galvanize the audience. He said that he has given about 600 speeches over the past ten years. That has been “his work.” I wondered who he’s in community with, who he has dialogue with rather than one-way keynote speeches with no Q&A, who he is accountable to. I ask these questions of myself, because others have asked them of me. Is sharing about trans joy and coming out to a room of trans people the path to liberation? I don’t know. But something else he shared felt like it got me closer to it: “They”—and you know who he means, the conservative governments, egged on by highly financed conservative actors—“can take away our sports, our health care, our bathrooms, our gender markers on our passports, but they can’t take us away from each other.” Well, I’m not even sure about that, given the senseless deportations occurring that have many people concerned about potential acts of banishment of U.S. citizens. Or the mass incarceration that separates people from their families and disappears them into cages. But the “us” now was the “us” in the room. Trans people at Trans Pride here in DC. We are the ones who can find joy in the “small acts of love” that can sustain us and others, and get people to slowly change their preconceived notions about us. If we all do it—bravely, boldly, beautifully—we can slowly start to create change, and find peace. Small acts amount to changing the world. I don’t think it’s sufficient, but it’s certainly necessary. And many of Bailar’s words were right on target with a progressive agenda showing he cares about all the same things that I care about. I just think “the work” must mean more than giving speeches in auditoriums. So, please, find a mutual aid network near you and give to it what you can. Just google “mutual aid near me” and you’ll very likely find something. More likely than not, if you’re receiving this newsletter, you can tangibly help another person who is in the crosshairs of this administration, as we all continue to navigate daily life. If you want to give to a gender-affirming care mutual aid network, check out genderbands.org. Give to Trans Lifeline and help a trans person stay alive. (translifeline.org). Look for a bail fund to help people to be removed from jail, where they are held simply for being unable to afford the ticket price of their exit. This pride season, find a rally, a protest, something more than a pinkwashed march with Silicon Valley-sponsored floats and investment banking-fueled freebies. Find joy when you can, yes. But don’t stop there. This is the time to act. In solidarity, D Dangaran NTBA Co-Chair |